May 22, 2007
Ok, so this is my second post of the day. After writing the first post, i decided to go to somebody else's blog, since i was bored. i read that persons blog, all the posts. from beginnning to end, just like i did in the past... i read all those things about me. i know this is bad..as in going back into the past and all. but i had too. i realized, was it worth forgiving her? and asking for forgiveness? i mean.. she tought all that about me. even though its wayy over now, i just think about it.. what did i do? i dont wanna know anymore, and im not going to ask anyone about it, since all its gonna do is create fights. i know im short tempered, but i had a reason then. but.. why me? i mean.. urgh. so its been like over a month, everyone's happy, and everyones cool. so why do i still feel hurt whenever i read that about me? i just get this feeeling. what if everything's fake right now? are they just acting nice?
i sure hope not. coz i realized they're really fun to be around with. and one of them is a person i trust the most right now.
but still.. i get this strange feeling. i mean.. ok it was soo worth getting forgived and forgiving someone. but.. what about the others? URGH. this is so annoying.
i MISS SIS! ahhyaiiyaii.
*I ♥ all my fwends =]
